Changes

Lately, I haven’t been quite myself. After the small bike accident on the wet road, I can’t get this strange feeling of numbness out of myself. My whole body is numb and I cannot get hold of myself. Added to that, I think I’m in a constant state of depression. I always regarded depression as a kind of medical waffle to keep the patients content, but now I begin to realize that it’s much more serious. Strangely enough, now I begin to question my purpose and what kind of life there is for me. Full of strange emotions and as if I’m in some kind of slow-mo, noticing the small details around and waiting for someone to press the fast-forward button.

I’m going to see a doctor.

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It passed. I’m as happy and content as I ever was.

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