Monday. First day of school. I found out that I am behind everyone.
I haven’t completed my Art homework. I haven’t completed my English essay. I’m behind. Behind in everything that matters. Lethargic, careless, unorganized, indifferent. Tired, weary, sleepy, depressed. What is wrong with me? I never used to be good at homework, but this goes beyond all boundaries. Art, my favourite subject. I haven’t completed a single page in my artbook. Had a talk with a friend at school. She said that I’m in deep trouble.
Just to think that this year will determine the rest of my career. Funny. I’m so irresponsible. I’m going to tighten up. I said it some time ago, I’ll say it again. I’m not going to sit on the PC all the time, I’m going to make a radical change. I want to be better. I want to be responsible. I want to be helpful. I want to be productive. I will stop being lazy and start doing work. I don’t want to be an introvert. I want to have a good future.
School is depressing. I used to like school. It’s the first day, don’t worry...
$root - whoami irresponsible introvert
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